Christmas morning I woke up feeling amazing. I was calm and felt so connected to Roo and Squirt again.
We made it, 24 weeks! Viability!
Now, I know this doesn't mean that we are out of the woods, but I am not thinking about that anymore. Reaching 24 weeks did an amazing thing for me. It brought me back to a good place. It brought back my faith. I truly believe these babies will be coming home with us. We will cuddle them and watch the perfect little combination of the Hubby and I grow into their own little people.
New Year's morning I woke up in an even better place. 25 weeks! 2013. A new beginning, a fresh start. I made it a point to put all the old, scary thoughts behind me for good. I don't really make resolutions, but decided to make a few positive changes that make me happy.
Every morning I take the time to just be with my babies. I talk and sing to them. I "play" with them. Every night I make sure the Hubby get's his time with them. I am taking it one day at a time and taking in every moment.
I also am making an effort to get back to blogging. I realized how I have disconnected from this community and I hate that I have and feel horrible how behind I am on everyone's stories. I promise I am back and can't wait to catch up with everyone.
I know I'm late, but I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas and wishing you a safe and healthy New Year! Praying 2013 brings you the desire of your hearts!