Except this time with a new twist. I am using follistim instead of clomid. I received my cartridges today and the obligatory chocolate (I love them for that). My insurance doesn't cover it even though it is their preferred med. Again, because I am using these medications with ART. So stupid. I am going to be fighting it and I have heard there is a good chance they will pay at least some of it. If they don't it will suck and I will change to a cheaper one if we have to do it again, but the Hubby keeps reminding me it's ok. We will get through this. It is more important we don't give up. I love that man.
I also miss him terribly. He is on another business trip. He left Monday morning at 4am and comes back tomorrow. Thank God it's not a long week, I don't think I could handle that right now. I am super emotional and lonely. I tried to make plans, but everyone was busy this week, so I spent Monday and today alone reading blogs, crocheting and watching Frasier (I finished Cheers). I ran a bunch of errands yesterday and did get together with my bestie for a bit to catch up, but knowing I was coming home to an empty house bummed me out.
I go tomorrow for my CD3 blood work and US. It feels kinda strange getting back to it. I can't believe this will be IUI #4. To tell you the truth I didn't think it would go this far. I honestly believed one the clomid IUIs would have worked. *sigh*
So it's almost 6 and I have to figure something out for dinner. I don't feel like cooking. Maybe I will throw some shoes on and go grab some fast food. Where should I go? Maybe I will get some ice cream too.