Monday, February 20, 2012

heartbroken X2

I just got my beta call.

It's negative.

I stupidly fell for it.

I'm gonna go cry some more.

I have been crying already for a while now worried about MO, Shmerson and Shmaby. Mo's water broke last night and they are hanging in, giving Shmaby 24 hours to see if the waters replenish.  While the chances are slim, they want to give him a chance.  They will probably induce in the am.  She is a little over 23 weeks along.

I have gotten my info from Rachel, Elphaba, Courtney and MJ. Thank you ladies for keeping us updated.

I know I am upset now, but I will get through it and try again. There are bigger things going on right now and I will be keeping my thoughts and prayers with them. Please go offer your support and keep them in your thoughts, prayers, positive energy or whatever you can give. If you do leave a comment here for her I will make sure she gets it.

Now if you excuse me I am going to go bury my tears in a big frozen yogurt with lots of crazy toppings at our local yogurt bar.

I really love you guys. I should tell you that more often. Thank you for all your support.

27 comments:

  1. *hugs* I was keeping my fingers crossed for you after I read yesterday's post. Enjoy your frozen yogurt. :)

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  2. Sending lots of hugs your way. I'm really sorry you didn't get better results. Keeping your friend in my thoughts and prayers also.

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  3. I'm sorry. I have written and deleted after-thoughts to that several times, but really I don't know what else to say. I know how you feel, and I wish you didn't have to feel it. Sorry.

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  4. So much love. I'm so sorry. Much love.

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  5. thinking of you, so sorry my love

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  6. I can't even imagine. I'm going to stop wallowing in self pity now because it could really be much, much worse. I'll be praying for her (and for you).

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  7. I'm sorry to hear this, for you and for Mo. I will keep you both in my thoughts. This whole things just sucks, sometimes.

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  8. I'm so sorry :( For you and Mo. My thoughts are with you...and her too. I wish I could get a yogurt with you. I'm with you in spirit, though.

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  9. Emily, I'm so very sorry that it came back negative. This is just not fair!

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  10. Oh Emily, I am just so sorry about this. Sending you a huge hug. xoxo

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  11. oh, Emily. I'm so sorry ... :(

    Be gentle to yourself ... I'm sending a hug.

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  12. I'm so sorry Emily :( My beta is Wednesday and I think I'm getting a BFN too.

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  13. I'm so sorry. I was beyond hoping to read better news today.

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  14. Emily I am SO very sorry!! :( God I wish I could snap my fingers and get you that BFP!

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  15. Oh no, I'm so sorry... take care of yourself.

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  16. Frozen yogurt? You are a strong woman. With my BFNs I hit the ice cream, full fat full sugar, or just an entire bar of chocolate. Take care of yourself, give yourself the time you need to be sad. :(

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  17. Oh sweetie I am so sorry. I hate that infertility is so cruel.

    Sending you much love and hugs!

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  18. I'm so sorry this one did not work. Thinking of you and sending a hug...

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  19. I am so sorry.

    {visiting from ICLW - Suzy}

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  20. You are incredibly kind and very strong (and I know I don't even know you yet!) Someone who takes the time to stop by a new person's blog to share a few kind words on a new post, even while going through something as hard as you are right now... well that speaks volumes about you. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and, of course, to your friend Mo.

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  21. Sending you love and hugs, words seem so small right now, but know we are with you every step of the journey, routing for you, crying with you and cheering you on *hugs*

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  22. Hi,

    I'm finding you for the first time through ICLW. I am sorry to hear of your loss, and that of your friend.

    I wish you peace and healing,

    Casey

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  23. I am so sorry :( (((Hugs))) Thinking of you...

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