Tuesday, August 7, 2012

YES! YES! YES!

I just want to shout it from the roof tops!!! but I won't because 1) it is entirely too early and 2) I don't think I should be climbing up on my roof! I will just have to shout it here then!

I'M PREGNANT!!!!

Holy crap did those words just come out of my mouth?

YES!!

I keep saying it over and over again and it still doesn't feel real.

I need to get this all down now before I forget.

So when we woke up this morning the Hubby still hadn't given me a straight answer. To pee or not to pee? So I stood there in the bathroom trying not to pee myself while he mulled it over. He was worried about us having a false either way. I finally told him all the symptoms I have been having and he finally said "Let's do this!"

I knew I had tests in the drawer, but didn't know what kind. I found a digital CB and one of those stupid EPT blue plus sign ones that I guess came with OPKs. I peed in a cup and dipped the digital. I felt so confident while doing it. I just felt so good about this cycle!

The Hubby asked me how long it takes and I told him the directions said within 3 min. Well not too long after I said that the hour glass disappeared and PREGNANT showed up. I gasped, pointed at it and said OMG! We looked at each other with our mouths open. I quickly grabbed the other one and dipped it. Sure enough as my pee was making it's way across the stick the plus sign showed up right away! Those 2 sticks are still sitting on the bathroom sink and I love looking at them every time I go in there!

I started to cry and the Hubby gave me a big hug. I don't remember much being said. I was crying and Hubby was grinning ear to ear. I do remember a whisper in my ear "3 years in the making".

He went off to work and I went to have my beta drawn, 14DPO. I couldn't stop smiling the whole way there, during my test and home. Then, when I got home the nerves hit which had me running to the bathroom quite often. My intestines don't like me today.

I sat and crocheted for what felt like an eternity and at 1:30 I couldn't take it anymore. I called my nurse. As I started to talk I started crying, asking her to please give me my results because I got a positive at home and I couldn't wait any longer. She was so sweet like always and told me to hang on.

When she came back on the phone I heard "Well, you definitely are pregnant! Beta is 460! Congratulations!" I started crying again. I asked her if she thought there was more than one in there and she told me maybe or I could just have a really strong one in there. We would find out in a couple weeks. She told me to come back Thursday, 16DPO, for my second beta. I thanked her over and over and hung up.

I texted the Hubby and told him the number. His text back made me cry.
"That is absolutely fantastic! Our 3 years of trying are paying off! I love you beautiful and can't wait for you to be a mommy!"

I AM a mommy. I have a little being growing inside me right now. I know there is no guarantee, but I am not going to live in fear. I can't promise I won't be scared if something happens, but this little being deserves every bit of me no matter how long he/she is with us and he/she is going to get that.

Hello little being in there. Please grow big and strong and stick around for a long time. We have been praying for you for so long and already love you more than you will ever know.

THANK YOU THANK YOU everyone for all your prayers, good thoughts, good luck, crossing of fingers/toes/eyes, thinking of me and all the hugz! IT WORKED!!!

70 comments:

  1. Ahhhh!!! Congrats! So incredibly happy for you. Many prayers for a healthy and happy pregnancy.

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  2. EMILY!!! I CANNOT EVEN TELL YOU HOW HAPPY AND EXCITED I AM FOR YOU! CAN YOU TELL BY THE CAPS?

    Biggest congrats to you and your hubby! I cannot wait to follow this journey with you. Welcome to the preggo club!

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  3. Best news! I've been waiting all day! So happy for you!!

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  4. Congratulations on your blanket to keep;)

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  5. Emily! I just squeed out loud and "bothered" the cat. Pish, cat needs to get over it because one of the sweetest bloggers EVER is pregnant! I'm so so so so happy for you!

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  6. WOOO HOOOOO!!!!!!!
    I'm so frickin happy for you!!! I just yelled yes so loud that the dog got pissed at me...but who cares, YOU'RE PREGNANT!!!

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  7. OMG CONGRATS!!!!!!! I'm so excited for you Emily!!!!! You honestly are giving me hope and I thank you for that! Can't wait to follow your journey. That is one high beta, I bet you have two!!!!

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  8. So exciting! I've been checking all day and now have a smile from ear to ear too :-) Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!

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  9. SOOOOO happy for you! Congratulations!

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  10. Oh my!!!!! Emily!!! I am sooo happy for you. I'm actually crying tears of joy. You deserve this so much. What a good, strong beta! And I agree with Annabelle -I need some hope to hold onto. HOORAY!!!!!

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  11. Yesssssssssssss!!! I am so happy for you!! That's a very high number...it would be crazy if there was more than one!! So happy!

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  12. So Happy for you! Prayers and thoughts coming your way!

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  13. So very happy for you!!! CONGRATS!!!

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  14. Holy Moly! 4601! Congrats, Mamma. That is absolutely fabulous news.

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  15. A big fat pregnant CONGRATULATIONS to you and your hubby!! I love reading blog posts with BFPs! It gives me so much hope for myself. Sending more prayers your way for a strong baby and a healthy home s/he for the next 9 month!

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  16. Yay!!!!! So excited for you! Congratulations!!!!

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  17. Oh my god!!!! Yayyyy!! Congrat! So happy for you!!

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  18. This is such awesome news! Congratulations! Like Sams said, hearing about BFPs make me so happy and hopeful! Best wishes for a healthy pregnancy! :)

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  19. OH MY GOSH!!!!!! I'm so excited for you! I'm just catching up on my reader after vacation and I had two BFP posts in a row of women I've been thinking so many good thoughts for. Congratulations!!! FX for a great second beta.

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  20. Yeah! I've been praying for you and then watching all day for an update. I was so scared to open your blog but Congratulations!!!!! I'm so happy for you guys! And it'll be a cute little baby to because cuter just takes longer to make!

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  21. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!

    Not to freak you out BUT... at 13dpo my beta was 207 - you are even higher than that! I don't know if the numbers really mean anything BUTTTTTTtttttt......... do you know how many eggs you might have ovulated? :D

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  22. WOOOHOOO!!! I knew crossing my fingers would help!!! :) I'm so beyond excited for you!!! And for the record, I just went back and read my blog. At 14 dpo I was at 250ish, and at 16 dpo I was at 858ish....and that was triplets! So my bets are on twins. And I call naming rights if I'm right!!! Lol. So happy for you two. Cherish every single moment. Xxxxxx

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  23. Congratulations sweetie! That is a fantastic number! Thrilled for you :)

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  24. Congratulations!!! I'm so happy for you!

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  25. YES!!!! OMG, Emily, I am SO, SO happy for you! Sending that little life so much love ...

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  26. Congratulations! Prayers and support for as long as you and your family want them ::HUGS::

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  27. OMG!!!!!!!!!! I am so, so happy for you :) Yay!!!! !!!!!!!!!

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  28. This is one great news my dear. Tears came flowing down my eyes because of joy. I am so happy for you. You have such great numbers. Might be twins?

    Anyhows, congratulations and have a happy and healthy 9 months. Sending all my prayers and love. God bless!

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  29. OMG! Congratulations! I've got tears running down my face for you!! May this little bean be sticky for 9 months and I can't wait to follow your pregnancy journey as you've been following mine! I'm truly excited for you.

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  30. Oh Emily, I'm SO happy for you. Your posts and comments are always filled with such a positive happiness - you deserve wonderful news like this. x

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  31. Whoop whoop! This is fantastic fantastic news!!! I am so so so happy for your. Smile on my face for the rest of the day x x x

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  32. Wow! Wow! Wow! That is wonderful news :-)

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  33. Yay! Congrats Emily! That is such awesome news! Sending love, light, thoughts and prayers your way.

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  34. Oh my gosh - I read this with tears in my eyes. A million congratulations!!!

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  35. ahhh!! CONGRATS!!! i just got all teary-eyed reading this! SO sweet!! good luck with your second beta - that is a high beat on 14DPO so maybe there are 2 in there :-) sending good vibes your way!!!

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  36. I am over the moon happy for you! Congratulations!!!!

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  37. So very thrilled for you! Huge congrats!

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  38. OMG congratulations!!!! I am so excited for you! Sending you lots so prayers and sticky vibes for your little one (or little ONES!). YOu both so deserve this!!!

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  39. Congratulations Emily!!!! Wonderful (and much deserved) news!!! Wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months.

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  40. Now you've got a BLANKET TO KEEP! Maybe even two!!! (And I do think there's 2 in there...) MAZEL TOV!!! Now, stick, baby(ies), stick!!!

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  41. Ahh! I literally have tears in my eyes! I had a feeling you were pregnant when you told me you wouldn't be getting a -% anytime soon in the weight loss challenge. I am just so happy for you and fingers crossed for a super sticky bean or beanS!

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  42. AHHHHH!!! Congratulations! I am so beyond words happy for you. Enjoy every second of it!

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  43. Congratulations, Mommy! I'm so very happy for you. :)

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  44. So very happy for you - Congratulations!!!

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  45. Shiiiittt! That is brilliant. Wishing you the best of luck for the rest of the pregnancy.

    YOU ARE PREGNANT.

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  46. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I need to catch up on my blog reading more often. That's an AMAZING beta!!!!!!!


    YOU
    ARE
    PREGNANT!!!!

    I'm SO excited for you!!! Can you tell by the caps and exclamations? LOL

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  47. Emily, I'm so very happy for you right now. I'm hoping that all goes well and without complications for you over the next what 36 weeks that are left? Trying to figure in the 4 weeks and subtract from 40 weeks but we all know babies come when they want to. Good luck!

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  48. OMG Emily! Yayyyyy! Yes yes yes! I was telling Riggo yesterday that I was thinking about you so much bc u were about to find out if your last IUI was successful... and he just walked in to find me crying as I read your post:) "She's pregnant!" I said, and he knew I was talking about you. :) We couldn't be happier for you and can't wait for the next report!

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  49. So, so happy for you, Emily!! Love you!!

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  50. I am so happy for you! Congratulations and a healthy and happy 9 months! It was wonderful to have met you in NYC.

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  51. OMG!!! Congrats!! I'm sending you all the good vibes and thoughts for a happy and healthy 9 months! :)

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  52. Holy Cow!!!! I'm over the moon for you and your husband. What an absolutely wonderful and amazing outcome for three very hard years of work. So excited to follow along the next part of your journey. Yahoooo!!! :) :) :)

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  53. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been on the blogosphere for a while but had a feeling to come out and check your page! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FRICKIN' HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    CONGRATGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  54. Congratulations! I wish you an incredibly happy, long and boring pregnancy:-)

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  55. What amazing wonderful happy news! Now start making your blanket!

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  56. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! This is so awesome! I am beyond happy for you! Yay yay yay!

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  57. HOLY SMOKES! How the heck did I miss this!!!!!

    CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    YESSSS!!!! YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!

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  58. OMG it must be in the air!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!! We're almost exactly a month apart, so definitely keep me posted on every little detail and we can be pregnancy buddies! lol I'm tearing up just thinking about it! I'll be praying that you have a blessed and healthy pregnancy!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!! xoxo

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  59. Just catching up. This is amazing news!
    CONGRATS!!!!!!

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  60. Oh my goodness! CONGRATULATIONS! I know I am so late but I couldn't pass on the opportunity to comment, because I am grinning from ear to ear after reading this -- and this post in undoubtedly the BEST thing I've read on the internet all week!

    I am SO happy for you and I hope that your little one is snuggling in tight! Oh wow! Congrats again! I can't wait to see the blanket that you get to keep ;-)

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  61. I've only just seen this post!!! OMG!!!!! I am beyond, beyond beyond excited for you - after all this time, I know what you are feeling right now. The joy is absolutely indescribable! A huge huge congratulations honey. You were in such a good head space this time around - well done! Totally and utterly stoked for you!!!

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  62. Thank you everyone for your beautiful comments. I read them over and over and each time they make me cry tears of joy! I can't thank you enough. I love you guys and don't know where I would be without you. Big Hugz to each and every one of you!

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