a big thank you and an update

Hello everyone! Finally getting to a real meat and potatoes post.

First I wanted to Thank You for all the hugs and wonderful supportive things you said in my last big post. I read them over and over again and even though I still don't have much hope for this cycle I do have hope for the future. I know I will have a baby some day. Your comments really helped get me through. This community has truly changed my life and I would be in a very dark place if I never found it. And no matter what happens, no matter what my future holds, because of what you have done for me I know I belong.

I am really enjoying the March Photo Challenge! I am liking not having to think much about IF and my 2WW right now. Kinda just separating myself from it. It's working pretty well. I am reading and getting engrossed in everyone's stories and it keeps my mind off my own.

Today was supposed to be a follow up with our RE Dr G. I have read people call it a WTF appointment, but I have never heard it used with anything but IVF. When we first started IUI we were told we would do 3 and if none of them worked we would reevaluate. Maybe move onto injections with IUI or go straight to IVF. The Hubby is pretty sure we are going to IVF because of his post wash counts being low. I have a feeling too.

So anyway we get to the office and check in. The receptionist looks at the computer and then tells us to take a seat, she has to talk to the nurse. The lady who I made the appointment with comes out and tells us she has bad news and starts apologizing. Apparently she talked to me and never put it in the computer and now Dr G isn't there anymore today! She was very nice and kept apologizing, but that kinda doesn't help us now. My Hubby had the day off so it was perfect. I wanted to have the appointment before my beta on the 20th so if it doesn't work we have our plan and can move on with it. At that point it was really up to when the Hubby could get time off. We finally got a 3pm appointment on the 14th. The Hubby will have to leave work early.

One good thing that happened today...I got an interview for the 13th!!!!!!! If you didn't know, I am unemployed, have been for over a year. It would be so nice to get this job! I can get out of the house and work again and the money will definitely help especially if we are moving to IVF! Please say a little prayer or send good thoughts or whatever you do that I get this!

Thanks again everyone! You have no idea how much I love you guys!