i'm standing in the fire

This morning I got up, got ready and hopped in my car to go get my last u/s and bloodwork before my 4th IUI on Sunday. I put my ipod on shuffle and the first song that came up was perfect. I haven't heard this song in a long time and having it come on today really touched me and pumped me up. It is about taking risks and going for what you desire. I am doing just that. I am not just surviving, I am doing something, everything I can to get to my baby.



Today's u/s showed my 3 little piggies have grown! They are now 17mm, 19mm and 21mm and my lining is really good at 10mm. Dr G double checked with me that I was ok with possibly having twins (she didn't say anything about triplets). Either way we are fine with it. I trigger with ovidrel tonight and we go in bright and early Sunday morning for our IUI.

We call them cool

Those hearts that have no scars to show

The ones that never do let go

And risk the tables being turned

We call them fools

Who have to dance within the flame

Who chance the sorrow and the shame

That always comes with getting burned

But you've got to be tough when consumed by desire

'Cause it's not enough just to stand outside the fire

We call them strong

Those who can face this world alone

Who seem to get by on their own

Those who will never take the fall

We call them weak

Who are unable to resist

The slightest chance love might exist

And for that forsake it all

They're so hell-bent on giving ,walking a wire

Convinced it's not living if you stand outside the fire

Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire

Life is not tried, it is merely survived

If you're standing outside the fire

There's this love that is burning

Deep in my soul

Constantly yearning to get out of control

Wanting to fly higher and higher I can't abide

Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire

Standing outside the fire

Life is not tried, it is merely survived

If you're standing outside the fire